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• 03:17 If you HAD to pick ONE movie to be the film symbol of your generation, what would it be? I piiiiick Clueless! Beat that! #
• 03:23 Submitting my video to compete in this contest tomorrow: contest.shakinit.com/videos.html I'll alert ya'll when the voting starts! #
• 03:54 What channel are all the horror movies hiding on? #
• 06:24 I just bought the cutest of like business casual dress pants from WalMart and they were only 22 bucks and they are hot. #
• 07:40 If you HAD to pick ONE CD to be the album symbol of your generation, what would it be? I say Melancholy and the Infinite Sadness... #
• 08:01 Justin.tv hasn't worked all fucking day damnit! #
• 09:47 When I am upset there is nothing lie raging out to Nina Simone. #
• 09:58 Sinnerman by Nina Simone is the shiznet. #
• 10:02 Out of all the people I hang with, the ones I trust the least are the most fun to be around. #
• 10:58 I was angry so I made an emo movie. I'll let you know once it gets up on youtube... #
• 11:09 Is justin.tv not working for anyone else? #
• 11:13 @amberlily Ha you are up as late as I am. #
• 11:14 The silly video smudge I made is here: tinyurl.com/6d474r I'm being KRYPTIC here, seriously. #
• 12:16 I have no idea what the point of trying is anymore. But I do know my amy winehouse pirate costume is going to rule so freaking hard. #
• 12:21 I waited alllllllllllll night. For nothing. I banish you for hurting me any longer. I am bigger. #
• 18:39 Ha! I just realized that Chris Dickens has blocked me from following his twitter! I wonder why? #
• 18:45 Amanda Palmer is so buff. #
• 18:50 OH SNAP! Also I must make the booty dance contest fvideo! #
• 19:21 I'm snagging the new "Who Killed Amanda Palmer" for my cleaning fest really quick... #
• 19:25 happy halloween. list. clean house. sew in cousin's weave. have a beer. clean more? wash ass. dress fancy. hope that leslie will save day. #
• 19:37 Hahaha, you love my drunk singing: tinyurl.com/5voetm #
• 20:20 No fridge equals drinking my last *SKUNKED* Heineken. Bahhh! #
• 20:22 Everyone remember to write down your pagan new years resolutions tonight and burn them! Keep another copy to look over this time next year! #
• 01:26 Having fun hanging with my 16 year old cousin who's weave I just hooked the hell up! #
• 01:54 I just weaved and cute my cousins hair like the girl "So Hood" off of Another Chance at Love on VH1. It's cute as hell. #

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• 22:55 Quick thought... What if I went as Amy Winehouse for Halloween? Sound fun? #
• 23:15 @white_lando Hehe, I think my teef are "Brittish" enough. Hahahaha! #
• 23:47 OMG My Pirate boots are here to match my costume (both from wishlist:). And they are soooooo freaking cool looking. #
• 01:02 I have to sew in a weave for my cousin tomorrow before the festivities begin. Whoot! #
• 01:07 Ha look at my online friend doing his online talkshow! www.ustream.tv/channel/talkshow247 We went to the same highschool. #
• 02:19 Someone send me a gift certificate for American Eagle Outfitters damnit. I want some new jeans like Anitra's! #

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• 20:42 I slept all night with this sleeper mask on and it embedded some mascara in my right eye and I can hardly see. #
• 22:33 I got this traffic tracker called "ljtoys". This is the first day it's been up. So far I am suprised at who consistently checks my blog. #
• 22:51 @marchorowitz I wish I had as much drive as you do. It seems like you are into doing so many things! #
• 23:02 Do you know any high school teachers or administration that have myspace profiles or the like? #
• 02:01 I want a damn voice recorder sooooo bad... tinyurl.com/552mz9 #
• 02:48 Sometimes I dress like I am on the cover of a FRUITS book. #

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• 04:27 I have had some type of itchy ear infection since May and not gone to the doctor about it yet. WIN! #
• 21:56 My vagina speaks highly of you. #
• 22:52 Mrs. Robinson knows how to make me feel better about like everything. Thanks Ms. Lady:) #
• 23:49 I have been sick and lazy lately and because of this I am afraid to wear my highly provocative costume on Halloween:( I am chub right now! #
• 23:59 I am downloading the NEW Of Montreal album... I mean, I'm really not... err. #
• 00:48 Um. I just saw on tv that some douche named his child Sarah McCain Palin BEHIND his wifes back. I would kill him. #
• 01:01 What is a free site that I can use to check out the traffic on other sites? I used to have one I liked but I can't remember what it is. #
• 01:03 @what_sadie_sang Following who? Everyone? #
• 01:35 @audaciaray Hey thanks! Do you know the one of these that shows a sites "worth"? Looking at how much traffic my blog gets compared to site. #
• 01:42 For some reason when I look up the traffic I might get on my LJ on various sites, it will not come up. Is there not a way? #
• 01:46 Bah! I bet LiveJournal blocks website stat checker things or something for individual blog pages! #
• 02:09 @penpusher I dunno if you knew or not? Lj is seriously how my whole internet life started. Well sort of... #
• 02:20 @penpusher Alrighty... Well I guess just let me know. I am Clubmix1996 on LJ as well. #
• 02:21 Dude! Dawn is bringing me a CheeseQuake from Dairy Queen. Those are my secret Loves. #

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• 03:36 I'm supposed to be at a birthday party and damnit I have the flu. Steve is a loser that I have no idea why I waste time on. #
• 04:04 Someone bring me some pork and beans. Please. Thanks. #
• 04:40 I want a banana soup! #
• 05:17 I need something fucking COLD and stomach settling. As of now I have jack because the fridge STILL does not work including the stove. #
• 05:27 is in lots of lots of stomach illness pain and her shit smells like spoiled milk. #
• 05:28 I can't find my anti-depressants so my brain is doing it's shimmer thing... #
• 05:30 Ahhh my gut explodes! #
• 05:38 Steve just told me he is going to do something nice for my sickness. I hope it involves something nice and cold to drink. Not alcohol. #
• 14:57 @kandigurl I have known what it is to feel LJ despiration before. #
• 15:03 @dtopper22 Send Juan my well wishes. What did she pass from? #
• 15:47 I just had some fruit loops with WARM very vanilla silk soymilk. Because you know... The whole kitchen is still not funtioning:( #
• 17:03 Does anyone have suggestions for a short dyky curlyish hair cut? #
• 18:07 Who likes The Last Waltz as much as I do? #
• 19:24 My anus is aching. I just ate banana pudding. #
• 19:35 Songs make me cry easily. Maybe I am a big wimp. I cry at commercials too. #
• 20:00 Now crying to this... tinyurl.com/2awum6 I rule hard. #
• 21:07 FOUND! At least a medium which can be altered easily down to my size... However I don't own a credit card of any type... Buyer volunteer? #
• 21:47 Omg I had found a medium "Anna Rexia" costume... But found the LAST size Small on earth. Who's gonna buy it for me? #

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• 03:20 I thought it was Sunday ALL DAY. I have no concept of time or days or months or even YEARS, for that matter. #
• 08:55 You can't just throw me away and think that's acceptable. You can not. #
• 08:57 @white_lando Hahahahaha I know about this! My night sucked sortof. Kindof. I love cabin fever. #
• 09:02 tinyurl.com/6xqroq seriously. No really. Fuck you all. #
• 09:05 I'm naked and lonely and hating myself. Once again. Please kill me. Myabe seriously this time. #
• 09:07 I miss my bestest friend in the world. And I cannot have her back. I cannot do anything without her. I am so sullen and stupid:( #
• 09:11 Thank god for the animals that crawl all over my person and love me without question. Thank the Goddess of enternity. #
• 09:27 My asshole hurts and hates your mom. It will smash you. #
• 11:23 Do you think cheerleaders and the like are what they are because they enjoy being sex objects? I do. And I think that is totally okay. #
• 12:41 Alright I am finally passing out since my friend that has my vag cup in a drawer won't call me back so I can get it. Bloody hell. Literally #
• 15:56 @what_sadie_sang I don't like rythem or meter with my writing but I do love me some post secret! #
• 15:59 Pet cemetary is on. I love October for reasons such as this. #
• 16:34 Watching Paris Hilton on her BFF show. She is such a bitch. I would kill her. We are too much alike. #
• 16:42 @what_sadie_sang tinyurl.com/6aj8zg This one. #
• 16:50 Did this w/ my Pawpaw's last message. Until Patsy saw me crying listening to it repeatedly and made me delete it. tinyurl.com/584d3c #
• 17:03 I'm reading postsecret and crying. I am a hallmark card. #
• 17:05 @sniffinglue77 They sell booze where you are on Sunday? #
• 17:13 i331.photobucket.com/albums/l476/msbpics/mcomfortable.jpg OMG YES. 4REAL. #
• 17:31 I have a keylogger on my computer and I have shit maybe 15 times in the last 10 hours. I can't figure out how to get rid of this thing. #
• 18:00 It's time now... To find my vomit bucket. MAAAAAN! #
• 18:01 @what_sadie_sang That's sortof funny. Sortof sad. Sortof something that I would be jealous of if I called and heard it. #
• 19:42 I feel horrible and it sucks because if I didn't I would like to eat a burger but being ill is preventing me. #
• 20:00 I dunno if I told you. But I registered to vote just to vote for Obama. #
• 20:09 My computer is fucked. It has all these Trojans on it and nothing makes them go away or catches them when I run the shit. #

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• 03:22 I actually posted a whole damned blog entry. clubmix1996.livejournal.com/ #
• 04:00 I wants a drink. Again. Tonight. I like drinking alone. I forget that sometimes. #
• 23:30 I fucking love Charm School! #
• 23:57 I make friends easily! At bars. #
• 00:13 I sortof kindof would like to have sex with a guy with a jacobs ladder. I mean, have you? #
• 01:06 Yeah, yeah. I am watching scary movie 4. I don't even know what movies this one is based on. #
• 01:12 Someone order me some pizza and shit. I'm broke as all get out. #
• 01:16 OMG! They are reopening the Abyss! Now just reopen the Rev and magically make me 16 again. Hey, it could happen... McWorld!!!! #

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• 03:09 @adorableaudrey Deal! Glad someone took me up on my offer! #
• 03:11 @marchorowitz I would totally take a class to learn accents. To bad they don't teach that here in Evans-kill. #
• 03:35 I just wanted everyone to know what a fucking alcoholic I am. #
• 04:44 The thing I miss about Seattle most is used bookstores. I love used books that other people have written in. I love seeing their thoughts. #
• 06:10 I need a small emo boy to scream at and make them rub my feet. #
• 22:22 I am an unreliable piece of shit. #
• 22:43 People are fucking stupid. I constantly have people saying my site is not mine bc they don't have enough brains to see I colored my hair. #
• 22:45 lord_xipes: hi, u do cam shows? moxietarte: i do if they are scheduled in advance lord_xipes : k9? moxietarte: um no thats fucking sick #

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• 05:01 I hate my face tonight. #
• 22:27 The new Of Montreal album told me that I might have used to be a prostitute. I don't know how I feel about that, or if I feel at all. #
• 23:34 I have no idea what this crap is that I am eating... but I have to eat something. #
• 23:38 I am eating psycho 2 and eating this horribly bland pasta my cousin brought me. #
• 00:07 I just realized that I said I am "eating" psycho 2. I meant watching of course. #
• 00:41 I want to have sex to relieve my cramps. Volunteers? #
• 00:57 Has anyone ever drank a Washington Apple? They rule hard. I might go get one. #
• 01:05 Someone be a lamb and bring me some warm cookies. Please? I'm hungry for sweets and horned up. #

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• 06:23 I just want to say... My taste in music rules. Harder than you. #
• 17:35 Ha! My cat Tink is stealing my cobbler! #
• 17:43 There are so many birthdays today! That's so weird. #
• 17:44 @tinyfolk I showed Kyle your twitter last night. I am making him get one too. I figured if I showed him yours he would think it was cool! #
• 22:07 Ha! "tyrashow" is now following me on twitter! twitter.com/tyrashow I'm honored:) #
• 22:25 Jeffrey fucking Starr is playing on the west side and I don't have a fucking car to go see him! SUCK! #
• 22:52 tinyurl.com/5hxc65 I got this for you. #
• 03:01 I need a Burlesque name and character for the troop! #

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• 20:12 @dtopper22 Ahhh! So THAT'S what you've been up to! "Roofing". :) #
• 21:05 So I shot the "porn scene" for my buddy Mitch's movie. It went pretty well! I will be putting the footage on the site! #
• 21:52 @dtopper22 What is going on for your Birthday? #
• 21:59 I am a tough girl. I want to get into female wrestling. But I am scared and wimpy when I am not liquored up. drunk wrestling=new fetish #
• 23:53 I just called and left ANOTHER message on my landlord's phone about fixing the issue with my kitchen not working. It's been three weeks! #
• 01:32 The fucking Tyra show actually called me back about this story I submitted to them! #
• 02:14 Well fuck the Tyra show thing bc they called last week and patsy didn't tell me until today I missed my chance to be on the show tomorrow. #
• 02:26 I am so mad at my grandma for fucking up this opportunity for me. #

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• 16:52 So I tried revlon color stay active light foundation which is supposed to stick to you even if you are sweating balls and it lasted! #
• 17:19 @audaciaray A trip to Europe! I wish I were well off enough to travel. Fucking economy and my lazy work ethic! *Shakes fist* #
• 17:33 @what_sadie_sang Hahaha! My apt has been hella hot. i don;t control the heat so I just had to crack open some windows. #
• 17:36 @tastytrixie I do that too. I like to see what kind of stuff they are into and what we may or may not have in common. #
• 17:37 Girls... Do you wear foundation? If so which type, brand and why or why not? #
• 17:43 I haven't had anything/one make my vagina squirt in a loooooong time. I miss it:( #
• 18:01 Sometimes if I don't take my adderal for a few days when I eventually do take it, it makes me poo a lot. Does it do that to you? #
• 18:13 I have noticed my skin looking WAY different lately. What age where you peeps when you started to notice you were getting old? #
• 18:27 What's a normal rate to ask for when posing for fashiony photos? Artistic nudes? Adult nudes? #

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• 04:42 I did two GodsGirls photosets the other day. ROCK! #
• 00:05 I am so hungry that I might cry and this is going on the third week my kitchen hasn't worked. #
• 00:40 I just ordered 40 dollars worth of PizzaHut. I can't control myself. Someone come help me eat it man. #
• 02:15 I am shooting a mock porn scene tomorrow for a friends indie movie. I am genuinely nervous. #
• 02:58 I am going to have a nap with my zoo of a family. We rule! #

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• 16:07 Who rules? I figured out the magical combo to keep my eyebrows on my face ALL NIGHT LONG. I'm flipping awesome. #
• 16:58 Who has a big fenced in yard I can bring my dog to and play catch with him? #
• 17:41 I just noticed the base of my dogs penis was swollen but it wasn't his balls. I made him lay down and the swelling went away. What was it? #
• 20:02 Obama is from Krypton... tinyurl.com/63geug #
• 20:24 BTW I did some AWESOME photosets last night. Looking forward to working with Mike more often on photo's! #

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• 13:02 I slept a whole 24 hrs again. #
• 13:07 Oh and the HP laptop stopped working again all of a sudden so no spy cams for now until it magically starts working again... if it does. #
• 17:14 I really love watching What NOT to Wear. #
• 19:24 Help me think of a Burlesque stage name that has Veronica in it. I'm open to other suggestions as well! #
• 20:54 I got some duster and blasted the HP. Hopefully it will quit crashing now. #

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• 13:36 I slept the whole night through. Who's proud of me? My fridge is STILL not fixed. It's pretty cool having to waste so much money on food. #
• 13:55 Everyone thinks I am the kindof girl who has a ton of secrets. Not that I am against that, I just tend to be a way too open book. #
• 14:00 It was nice to hang out with Jay this weekend and NOT get into any fights. Hey my brain seems to be working better! #
• 18:42 So I am helping with this Burlesque thing. I guess I need to put these routines together... Anyday now... #
• 19:07 Did you know that the Lifetime channel rules? I love these made for TV movies! #
• 21:53 I can't wait to watch "How to Look Good Naked" tonight. I have been waiting for it to premier! #
• 22:44 Why do I feel so fat lately? It's not like I have been eating a ton since my fridge hasn't worked in 2 flipping weeks. #

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• 21:30 @audaciaray Wow I didn't know about the mentrual sponge. Now I want one to alternate with my cup for possible use when my vag is sensitive. #
• 22:23 Some people never change... And just when you thought they had so much potential. They got stuck:( #
• 00:20 My computer is a retard. Everytime I try to browse for files to upload to somewhere it freezes up. I bet Vista is the culprit. #
• 00:42 I dunno if anyone has noticed, but I have been having major computer issues. #

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• 16:31 I want some food that is fattening and not good for me. #
• 17:28 @what_sadie_sang Ha! I can tango. Nanabooboo! #
• 19:25 I am an aging hipster:( #
• 20:21 Have you heard the news about Edwaaaaaaaaard? tinyurl.com/4pxh9e #

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• 06:16 Whats a good song that's silly to use for this contest? tinyurl.com/3k4g9h #
• 07:05 Amy Winehouse isn't dead. Some asshole on my justin.tv channel tricked me! #
• 14:44 Hahahahaha! A commercial for my highschool! tinyurl.com/4m4g8f #

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• 16:33 I still want this awesome witch hat and matching sweater jacket for the fall! www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/GMVN06KRJDXJ #
• 16:50 I need to start getting out more. And making new friends. Not because my old ones are bad... I just want to broaden my horizons. #
• 17:28 Who else loves spray in hair glitter as much as I do? NO ONE! Bring it. #
• 21:09 I am sad that my fave character on Heroes is dead:( RIP Jessica/Nikki!!!!!!!! #
• 21:15 I don't understand why plastic forks are considered throwaway items. They are just as permanent as silverware... I don't get it. #
• 21:55 Zoe Zane is my new fucking hero! tinyurl.com/4a2by9 #

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• 06:32 Someone bring me beer and happiness. #
• 08:09 Halloween/Day 'O the Dead party at my house Nov.1st! Costumes are encouraged! #
• 12:26 Someone PLZ buy me one of these hats before the holliday get's any closer! tinyurl.com/3s8pod #
• 13:02 To match my witch hat get me these $15 long hooded cardigans on my wishlist! www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/GMVN06KRJDXJ #

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• 06:12 I am starving and I have nothing to fucking eat because my damn fridge has ruined all of my food and is still fucking not working. #
• 10:40 Someone better fucking order me some chinese food in the morning when I wake up. OR ELSE!!! #

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• 03:45 I get very tired of pretending to be a pretty girl. #
• 07:27 Do you know of a free anti-adware program? #
• 13:47 Major Anthony Nelson is hot as hell. Why didn't I realize it before? #
• 14:08 Someone take me to chili's. I'm broke and damnit I want some shitty american food that's served to me shitily. #
• 16:36 What day is Heroes on again? I just watched the 2nd episode of season 3 and I am just titillated! #

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• 04:50 i do not feel good. Do not pass go or collect the $200. #
• 07:23 I am a fucking butterface. #
• 07:35 www.imdb.com/video/screenplay/vi3919053081/ would this really work? With the contacts or is that just for the movie? #
• 10:50 I gave myself an asymetrical hair cut. I just had to put the scissors IN. MY. hanD. cutcutcut! #
• 02:11 This is the third day my fridge hasn't worked because my fuking fuse blew and my landlord hasn't done shit to fix it. #

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• 10:08 This is the first night of the heat and I love it. YAY FALL! #
• 14:29 Ranting and raving about what I am now and what I don't have because of that does not make for good writing. There is something wrong. #
• 15:17 Hahahaha. Obama's Momma was TRASH! www.tuibguy.com/?p=1801 #

For years I slept under this. I wrote it on my wall in mindless madness. At 13.

The Second Coming

Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.

Surely some revelation is at hand;
Surely the Second Coming is at hand.
The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out
When a vast image out of Spiritus Mundi
Troubles my sight: somewhere in sands of the desert
A shape with lion body and the head of a man,
A gaze blank and pitiless as the sun,
Is moving its slow thighs, while all about it
Reel shadows of the indignant desert birds.
The darkness drops again; but now I know
That twenty centuries of stony sleep
Were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle,
And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,
Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?

-- William Butler Yeats

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• 18:46 Apparently when I am drunk I give my number out like it's a hot cake. Am I really that lonely? #

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• 04:52 I will not let the people that do not deserve my talents take them from me. I will not give anymore energy to you, Mr. #
• 05:54 I decide to stop calling you and upseting myself... Then you call me. You are crazy. I mean that to be directed at you and me. #
• 10:57 Is Heroe's back on the air yet? It's fall and i just want to catch on my floor and watch some good TV shows. #
• 02:46 Uh someone help me cut my hair. #

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