Are you stalking me?

• 03:35 I know how Tyra Banks must feel... Cause I hate my fucking forehead! #
• 04:22 @bburzycki Yes I do :) #
• 04:23 @dtopper22 Hmm I am cooking are you guys still out? #
• 04:26 @dtopper22 Where are you guys now? I need to eat a little before I go out but I am almost done with this pasta. #
• 04:54 @dtopper22 Ok I am ready. Call Steve's phone when you are outside! #
• 05:03 @dtopper22 Ooooh shit. Ok. Calling. #
• 05:15 @dtopper22 Uh how long are you gonna be? #
• 05:18 Sometimes all of a sudden I get like super dispressed and uncomfortable and want to die. #
• 05:20 I am about to go to Muncheese Pizza for "penny beer" night. Blarg. #
• 09:25 I hate how everything is calculated. #
• 09:40 If I had the strength I would cut all of my limbs off. #
• 20:44 Yay! Donut! And pasta with cheese! AND Lost! #
• 20:50 I can't see very well today. Worse than usual. I really need those glasses! #
• 20:52 @k1tten Yay! Oregon is much cooler than Indiana but we'd still love to have you! #
• 20:53 @audaciaray I love your book! If you buy them at the discount what will you do with them? Give them out at events? #
• 20:54 @tastytrixie Strangly I find it comforting that I can't cry alone. There is no cam on my John so I can always cry and poop at the same time! #
• 20:57 @meowmistidawn Dude! Work with you on what? Something in school? #
• 21:31 I just found my fav dance teacher EVAR on facebbok! I hope she adds me back! #
• 22:01 I am doing my first 3d cam show tonight on www.undressjess.com at 8pm CST! Be there or be square! #
• 22:03 @audaciaray Yeah like sell them at a discount when you do public appearances and what not. Sounds like a damn good idea. #
• 22:08 I want to learn Korean! For my late grandmother! #
• 22:37 @bburzycki There is a site I can hook you up with that she can do shows through and get paid. I just need her email addy to forward to them. #
• 22:49 Hahahhaa! Stick a dick in me! ping.fm/82Jfu #
• 00:29 Things I NEED: A new belly ring, comfy sex toys for members shows, sexy clothes for members shows. #
• 00:37 @bburzycki Yes I am:) #

Are you stalking me?

• 03:06 And the clothes go back on... Oh happy day! #
• 04:43 I randomly started my period bc I forgot my damn birthcontrol yesterday! Damnit! #
• 05:38 @bburzycki Depends on what you mean by netwrok :) #
• 05:39 @bellabellini Cool! I think you'll enjoy them! #
• 05:44 Guess who's new site is up? MINE IS! www.undressjess.com FTW! #
• 06:17 I just put back up 9 of my 15 spy cams for tonight. The rest go up tomorrow! ping.fm/jkXkr #
• 06:33 @meowmistidawn Thanks dudette! #
• 06:35 @bburzycki I use various networks:) and they are all accessable via my site. #
• 06:47 @bburzycki What site is it? #
• 07:30 @bburzycki Have you checked out rude.com? Do you not like camz or something? #
• 07:32 Restarting one of my voyeur cam computers, back up in a jiff! #
• 07:47 You tell me it's cool to set them up so I take hours doing so and you fucking turn them around? WTF!? #
• 07:48 My fucking laptop keeps updating and restarting! God damnit! #
• 08:03 I wish I had tacos. But I don't. Oh and you ruined my night and gave me a headache. Cool. #
• 08:15 @b182soldier I do sometimes:) www.justin.tv/clubmix666 Book mark me bitch! #
• 08:21 I have "The Landlord's Daughter" stuck in my head. A song from The Wicker Man. #
• 08:32 I am looking at sex toys I want and getting super horny:( Fuck me? #
• 08:53 I know you wanna get me one of these toys to feed to my horny little pussy:) ping.fm/vapLA #
• 10:04 OMG I have such a bad headache it actually hurts to close my eyes. #
• 10:40 @amberlily Is it just not very powerful or what? #
• 10:53 @amberlily I'm taking that piece of crap off my list then. Thanks for the heads up! #
• 10:55 SHIT! I am ill, man. #
• 11:05 Check out my new site design NOOOOOOOOOW! www.undressjess.com #
• 11:29 Alright I am going to try to sleep now that the headache is gone. Look at my new design while I'm gone! www.undressjess.com #
• 18:50 Yay! My 3d webcam is HERE! #
• 18:58 @what_sadie_sang Thanks lover head! #
• 18:59 @bburzycki Do your members not like Camz very much? I like their set up quite a bit myself, like how you can download your shows and such! #
• 18:59 @teenrave Thanks dude! #
• 19:54 I'm doing a double (2hr) members show tonight to kick off my new site design release week! 7-9pm CST www.undressjess.com #
• 20:27 I just dripped blood all over Steve's floor canvas. Oh well it wasn't the first time just the first time it came from my vag. #
• 20:36 @jessiekitty Lame! "It happened again" reminded me of "It's happening again" from twin peaks. #
• 22:21 I need to wash my face and get poppin'! (Watching an episode of Lost.) #
• 22:30 Have a cluckity cluck CLUCK day! #
• 22:34 @dtopper22 Well I am going to be tied up until 9pm I know with member chats. Plus I don't have much money to spend really:( #
• 00:02 Two hour member chat now on! www.undressjess.com Come celebrate at my "new design party"! #
• 00:59 I'm dressed like a 1940's pin-up! #
• 00:59 So yeah I am all retro'd out in my second hour my of members show on www.undressjess.com !!! #

Are you stalking me?

• 04:32 My eye is itching like the dickens. I need to set up my damn spy cams... #
• 05:45 I wish I had some tacos dude #
• 06:17 Someone bring me some damn taco bell! #
• 08:09 @AVATAR2000 TACO BELL FTW! #
• 08:23 This is kind of interesting that they could love this child knowing he was going to die: ping.fm/KehXm #
• 08:42 @AVATAR2000 I'm never having kids. #
• 08:50 I am actually tired for once. That's refreshing! #
• 09:04 It's 4. The bar he wouldn'd let me go to him with closed at 3. I hate him. #
• 09:08 @AVATAR2000 No I pissed because he isn't home yet. #
• 09:09 I'm going to fucking bed. I'll finish putting up the spy cams and figuring out the wires tomorrow! #
• 18:52 How could you date someone that plain and boring? Who are you? #
• 18:55 @izsy_xox You know I usually have 15 spycams up in my REAL home. #
• 19:06 I hate your ugly girlfriend and your unsensitive self. #
• 19:13 @RachelSexton Everytime I try to do the break.com thing they totally delete my videos. I don't get it? #
• 19:27 I am doing a double members chat tonight at 7pm and at 8pm! www.undressjess.com #
• 22:46 Your nregative nancyness ruins my day, damnit! #
• 01:07 It's hour #2 of my double sunday night special member's chat! www.undressjess.com #
• 02:01 Your mom is an extra in the Simpsons: ping.fm/2bxXZ #
• 02:09 Want to see me get naked special for you? Like very good chinese chicken? ping.fm/2bxXZ #
• 02:41 20 mins left on private chat happy hour! ping.fm/2bxXZ #

Are you stalking me?

• 03:27 What is an image host that allows nudity and site urls on pics? Not flickr or pimpandhost, they are no good. #
• 04:03 @amberlily I don't have a credit card or pp to sign up:( Any other suggestions? #
• 20:58 I want something to eat but I dunno what? Cheesy pasta? #
• 21:15 Cheesy pasta it will be! (Along with an episode of Lost!) #
• 21:32 Ok Jon was my fave character of last season but Walt is my fave so far of this one! #
• 01:05 Tonights members show was super fun! I wore a dress upon request and I never wear dresses, dude. #
• 01:13 I want to catch up on my work but I also want to roam the streets. #
• 01:38 @dtopper22 Sure just get ahold of me! I'll show you taht necklace when I get it. The reviews said the latch was faulty maybe you can fix it? #
• 02:38 Honest question: How do you think you will die? #

Are you stalking me?

• 03:32 @CarlyMayCarnage Sweet! For some reason I thought she was 28? #
• 03:33 Everyone make sure to get your 3d glasses! My FIRST 3d members show is going to be Tues the 31st! www.undressjess.com #
• 03:36 I thought Mo was coming over tonight:( I even got her a special gift! #
• 04:36 Come holla at cha gal! www.justin.tv/clubmix666?69 #
• 04:46 I am sleepy but I have really hot hair: ping.fm/2kyC4 #
• 15:05 I got out of bed. I was just pretending to sleep anyways. #
• 15:39 I wish this were like... real silver: ping.fm/0ZZhi #
• 16:15 @dtopper22 My cell died. It fell in a big cup of water. So get ahold of me here. #
• 17:12 Ok I wish I looked like this: ping.fm/uTFgC #
• 17:23 @dtopper22 How would you make it? #
• 17:42 Hahahahaha! Good NIGHT! ping.fm/tgfga #
• 19:16 I am not to be flexed with! ping.fm/6buZB #
• 19:27 Hahahaha this is me when I go to therapy! ping.fm/6buZB #
• 20:15 Damnit I won that fucking pregnant barbie I bid on when I high the other day. $40! #
• 20:50 Patsy bought me a subway sammich! (I'm really starting to show my um "depression".) #
• 21:13 I meant to post this about therapy earlier but the link got fucked: ping.fm/0mYq5 #
• 21:21 I just got this chair in the mail and it has no effing directions on how to put it together! #
• 22:29 I got the chair together and it mega rules. It's an orange desk chair. #
• 22:34 I feel strangely tired. I haven't done this in awhile but I am going to take a nap! #
• 01:28 @dtopper22 Well let me know! Also I ordered that necklace but you can take a look at it and see if you can think you can make it better! #

Are you stalking me?

• 03:22 This is me: ping.fm/4gJRC #
• 04:11 We just made the most extensively difficult and totally insane pizza order of mankind just now... #
• 04:40 I loved this barbie: ping.fm/MdYtj #
• 08:32 I am tired and mean right now. Probably. #
• 08:55 @webgirltweet Hey cool! I probably also belong on alt girl tweet :) #
• 08:56 I think I need to masturbate before bed. Since I am out of my meds, and all. #
• 09:09 I would really like it if I still had a healthy sexual relationship. Maybe I am too picky. #
• 09:15 Can't masturbate now... The man child is back home:( #
• 17:20 I got some booty last night! #
• 17:53 My skin seems really insanely dry today and that is not good. #
• 18:10 @teenrave Ha sure! I should actually... #
• 18:56 I don't think anyone that I knew in college knew my real name. I changed it during that time. #
• 20:04 That next to last episode of lost from season one made me cry! #
• 20:30 Come holla at cha gal! www.justin.tv/clubmix666?66 #
• 22:34 I am coloring my hair for the new cheap synthetic weave hair I bought for it. I hope it's dry before my members show at 7pm! #
• 23:53 Attention! My members show will be at 9pm instead of in um 7 mins cause I want to look uber HOT! #
• 01:28 Ladys and gentlemen I now have shakira hair! Come see it in my members chat in 30 minutes! www.undressjess.com #
• 01:49 What age is Amanda Palmer? #
• 01:55 BTW I finished season 1 of LOST today. How exciting:) #

Tired.

The house is getting worse. Both houses. I know that my animals miss me very much and are confused. I feel like I am mistreating them in some way but there is really not much I can do. I am extremely behind on my work. In being my own boss I feel that very often I have to trick myself into doing what I need to do to stay afloat. Really I am actually lucky to have a somewhat established business in this economy. I really wanted to go to that adult webmaster conference in Phoenix but with the apartment crap and all I simply don’t have the money to put toward that right now. Hopefully there will be others and soon.

I have decided that I won’t ever date a smoker ever again. I think it’s a fucking disgusting habit and it makes me want to kill myself when I am around people that smoke. Not all people. Maybe just people that smoke really shitty cheap cigarettes and it smells so bad that I can’t even fucking breathe. I also decided that I should go ahead and write more often and vent things so I don’t let it get all pent up and make me sick anymore.

Silvia Plath’s only son hung and killed himself 10 days ago and I recently found out that the woman that her husband was seeing when she committed suicide, performed the same act of self destruction only a few years after Sylvia did herself. Everyone is dead. Or maybe I am. Whatever the case… I find it intriguing.

I want to kill Steve. I am never dating ever again after this. He constantly is yelling and bitching at me about this that and the other and his house is insane. He has this nasty huge piece on canvas down under everything in the living room with paint and every spill and every piece if shit smeared into it from the last three year. He fucking has this thing as a god damned carpet ok. So like I spill this hair shit on there and I am trying to actually clean it up right now as I type this and he tells me how disgusting I am. The precedes to tell me how his landlord isn’t going to approve my dog just because he feels like rattling my nerves even more than they already are.

Recently I brought one of my 3 cats over here to the house. I walked down to all of the animals at my old totally trashed and cursed apartment and put her in a carry cage and walk her back. She is my unofficial favorite cat. Every night when I sleep she can’t sleep herself unless she is sprawled out somewhere on me.

It’s kind of funny because right now I look like I did in high school. My hair is short and fucking curly as hell. Not to mention red. The only thing is that I am kind of chubby because I have been drowning my depression in snack cakes since I got here a month ago.

I am worried about being kicked off of this cam network that I use to broadcast shows on my site (they pay me for these shows I do through their network. $200 they send me a week. This isn’t my only income of course but it is something I rely on. The reason they might get rid of me is because I am having a hard time getting private shows after my member show that I do twice a week. I don’t really know how to seem or act more desirable. My regulars never seem to be around during this hour that I am on after I do my shows so basically I am fucked.

I feel partially sick right now and extremely frustrated/remorseful/nostalgic/upset right now. Please let me fall asleep at a decent fucking time tonight.

Are you stalking me?

• 03:20 I want to have a funeral for my old apartment. Will you come to it? #
• 03:38 @mr_mikey Anything you want I guess. #
• 04:06 I made a short "fake" solo porn for this movie... ping.fm/XaKKU It's gonna be flipping great! #
• 04:35 Please don't fucking instant message me unless you know me or have something valueable to say. #
• 06:03 I am trying I really am but I am about to flip the hell out and just lay in the middle of the highway. #
• 09:38 Why didn't someone mention that Sylvia Plath's son hung and killed himself 9 days ago? #
• 10:00 sic vita est (thus is life)? ping.fm/9zGr8 #
• 21:37 Damnit I couldn;t sleep last night without my meds and fucking slept late and thus wasn't able to pick up my equipment:( #
• 21:41 I have a members show in an hour and twenty minutes and damnit I am tired... Amoung other things, #
• 22:08 I meant it's in two hours. This further shows how confused I am when I just wake up:( #
• 22:32 What is your opinion on this? ping.fm/cqJGL #
• 22:51 @HeavyB Eh... I'm desperate for a ride though and not exactly the richest on the block. I better just not drive drunk in that thing. #
• 01:17 Doing private shows... ping.fm/2bxXZ here! #
• 02:09 Man. Why am I not getting effing privates shows? #
• 02:33 I flipping hate when blogs on social networking sites don't allow html in the entry. #

To my one true love...

I should have had us build a time capsule and then buried it at my grandfathers grave.
Just so I could dig it up now and throw it in your face.
Should I get up from his bed and write you this song?
A song I have been singing for 4 and 4 years. Now 8.
It might be some type of cantankerous fate bomb going off.
I deserve that, and I know.
But you don’t deserve my precious melody.

No you aren’t some faultless God.
You are just as repulsive and fallible as the rest, you just prefer it hidden
Under those cold deceiving blue eyes.
I waited 7 whole months to give you that…
Showing off my twirl and scissor, dancing up more and more lies.
No not that time, as they weren’t faux courtesies.
No not that time.

Last night I sat laid there for hours wishing you were the one that cried.
If I could have anything it would be to give you this pain
That I have inside.
Laying there making up more and more lies.
Where does this man next to me lie?
His sick sad body makes me wish I could die.
This is not his pain that he has to endure.

It’s yours.
I wish you would have never touched me again.
You broke open all of those shells I had hidden in make believe castles.
I remember every look, song and broken promise
That I created in your name.
You took from me something I had saved up
For the next real thing.

I curse you for this.
May your days suffer and you kneel and kiss the feet
Of many an undesirable and commonplace hag.
I am remarkable and you will never live to love another
That possesses the prepossessing prowess, like mine.
No you were not brave to know your own lust
And thus left me riding on your dust.

Do you know me?
Perhaps you have forgotten all of our childish winters?
Choices I made I will never hold on high
Because I lost your Love almost with determination.
After all, I have always been a masochist.
Do you remember when I had nothing left
But insults that were obviously lies?

Blood was pooling at my feet from my
Self gratifying wounds and all I could do was try.
Effort spewed forth from my only orifice that I had not allowed
To be beaten and hushed.
And you laughed at my hysterical appearance out of shame,
For you and for me and maybe even what I had came to be.
But the fact is I begged you not to be broken.

Even in my poorest hour when I made my gravest mistake
I pleaded with you not to love her.
Even when I halted my selfishness and decided to stop dragging you along
On my own personalized ride through hell.
I knew what was to come.
It came to me in dreams many years before,
And I woke up choking on my morality, jealousy and eventually hate.

Phantoms of the past are what I live on.
Ideals and hopes that are locked in my mind
From the day I first lay in your bed while you still slept and made that point
To look around and remember.
Still you don’t deserve this song.
You now string me behind for sport
Don’t you?

Otherwise why would you have given in to feed
This dream, memory and taste still lingering at my lips?
Then go on to much more settled and humdrum waters.
I hate and love you in the same a terrible way.
You are not as oblivious as you would like to seem.
No, because I know you better than anyone
And one day you will ingest this suicide pill

Of lies I had became.

I was in this movie in a fake little solo porn scene. It was done independently by a friend of mine and looks like it will be great!

Are you stalking me?

• 05:16 I am going to go out for just a minute. My head feels funny. Alcohol withdrawal? #
• 07:51 Does anyone know how much Seroquel costs without insurance? #
• 08:37 Say something! Do something! Hurt people! #
• 17:54 Music doesn't travel well... from relationship to relationship. #
• 18:21 I am out of my Celexa and Seroquel. Things should get pretty interesting now. #
• 18:23 I have smart people dreams and it sucks. I woke up choking the bed last night. #
• 20:14 Boon is going to die in this episode:( I have seen it before. #
• 21:21 I'm thinking of getting an HDmino Flip Cam... Should I do it? #
• 21:27 Ok I need to stop online stalking and get busy... Starting NOW! #
• 23:19 Buying myself gifts makes me feel good. I still didn;t get the HD Fip though... #
• 00:51 @toritos Hahaha. I laugh only because I know this feeling and right now feel the same way. #
• 00:52 DUUUUUUUUUDE! My members show tonight is going to be in 8 minutes! www.undressjess.com #
• 02:06 My head hurts like HELLA! #
• 02:09 @icammodel Well I doubt I would even zoom with it cause I would pretty much just be using it to make videos for my site... #
• 02:23 I never get headaches like EVER. So having this one sucks. #
• 02:35 What is an image hoster that won't delete my pics for having nudity or my url on them? Flickr is not one of them, they deleted my frien ... #

Are you stalking me?

• 03:06 Yo! I'm doing uber cheap private webcam shows right up in herr mang! ping.fm/2bxXZ #
• 04:34 Grrr... I'm hungry, tired, and I am going to lay on my ass and watch some more Lost. #
• 04:42 I am making some curry veggie soup and going to watch more Lost. Oh and my cat Tink has taken over Steve's apt. iluvherr. #
• 05:36 @johndillingham Dude, I flipping love Lost. And I love that one of my animals is finally here. #
• 05:44 I have basically filleted my scalp out of nervousness. #
• 07:42 BTW my fifty million spy cams (15-17) are going back up tomorrow. #
• 07:44 I meant to also plug my site in that last tweet about my 15-17 spy cams going back up tomorrow so here: ping.fm/jkXkr #
• 07:45 @johndillingham My grey cat Miss Tink is here. I am going to sneak in the rest of them through the week;) Shhh! #
• 07:47 So I got like my "first" cell phone but then I dropped it in a big cup of water... Will it dry out and maybe still work? #
• 08:34 6 more episodes to go in season 1 of Lost! Go team Hurley! #
• 08:37 Tomorrow is going to start off an AMAZING week. I have work to do and goals to reach! Nighty! #
• 08:39 @johndillingham Shhh! I'm only on season one! #
• 17:43 I am awake and I hope Steve will take me to pick up my cam equipment at my house before his work:D #
• 18:44 Gah, have to wait til after Steve get's off of work to get and set up my cameras:( #
• 19:32 @JoannaAngel I have joined a ton of these directories and to no avail:( I needz moar inet frenz! #
• 19:34 ordered pizza. got wrong order. when returning the right order the dude was WAY too stoked. wonder if there is jizz in pizza. #
• 19:54 Just added myself to the wefollow.com twitter directory under: #pornstar #camgirl #undressjess #
• 20:24 The best kitten in the universe is sleeping on me and being my personal snuggie! #
• 23:55 Insert. Foot. In mouth. And die now. #
• 00:30 What is the fucking deal with this internet since Zappa shut me down? #
• 00:58 Even though my internet was wonky as hell my members show was rather chill:) #
• 01:11 I still have some important things to do today to jump start this goal oriented week! #
• 01:20 Please be a lamb and buy me a few things to wear on cam to up my damn sales :D ping.fm/hKvPQ #
• 01:49 Come holla at cha gal! www.justin.tv/clubmix666?78 #
• 02:21 I don't really get what hi5 is but if you are on it please add me! ping.fm/vFIQY #
• 02:32 I have a queen latifa song stuck in my head. I think it's "If it ain't rough" #
• 02:40 @izsy_xox Sort of. I am taking over Steve's place and he is moving out. #

Are you stalking me?

• 03:55 Cam Girls: Can I get a witness? ping.fm/KVS0b #
• 04:48 I am morally confused and contradicting what I thought it was that I believed in. #
• 18:24 I am probably pretty offensive when I am drunk... #
• 18:36 Um, I guess it's good to have "self-confidence"? www.myspace.com/ballage #
• 18:52 I am not feeling well today. At least not yet. #
• 19:13 I am actually just chillin' here about to eat a sammich and browsing fucking jump ropes on amazon. #
• 19:21 Ok WTF.. A $40 jump rope? ping.fm/eGy2R #
• 19:54 Man! Sick! Are these people fucking serious? ping.fm/wJPpB #
• 20:24 I loved all over twitter "before it was cool"! #
• 20:52 On sundays I like to do the following: Shit, fuck, eat, lay around, and do nothing. KThx. #
• 21:02 Censorship is totally bunk. #
• 21:43 @OMGitsJessieLee I wanna be a mua on shoots! I could rock the set. #
• 21:45 I need to take a quick unneeded nap. I'm fucking lazy today. #
• 21:47 BTW my members show tonight is at 9pm. I pushed it back an hour so I can go mess with my mammals. #
• 21:49 Is there such a thing as snuggie/slanket porn? Cause I'm gonna make some... #
• 22:05 My stripper name was Ethel. Maybe that's my problem... I'm too cool for my own good. #
• 22:11 I want to be this woman. ping.fm/7k6ve You probably knew that though. #
• 22:12 I know this sounds crazy but me and one of my BFF's want another chance at prom. Have any little brothers that will take us? #
• 22:30 Shannon and Boon sex equals hot. #
• 22:56 I have a little "worry" dent above my left brow. That's why I wear my hair going that way. #
• 23:46 I look like an adult. I;m going to get my baby now. #
• 00:35 I got my baby Tink and Jeb howled when I left:( #
• 00:42 @SnuggieSighting I totally joined that network! Hahahaha! #
• 01:04 People are so funny! ping.fm/xtQak #
• 01:06 What is the best cat dewormer and is it available on amazon? #
• 01:58 I'm live in my members show now and I will be doing those AMAZINGLY GREAT private shows afterwards:) #

Cam Girls: Can I get a witness?

Seriously. WTF?!
Ok so basically I guess I am a “cam girl” even though I hate that term I do have to admit webcams are a huge part of my life and even my website. I have spy cams on me 24/7 and yes those are technically webcams. I also do interactive shows with my members for an hour every night, sometimes twice a night and I use different cam networks to do that. Some pay me and some do not but the money is good and the exposure is key.
On one of these networks, one that pays me they pay me $100 bucks to do my hour long members show and afterwards I have to do an hour of free chat/private shows. I suck extremely badly at getting these privates. When I did individual cam shows over yahoo on a regular basis I did EXTREMELY well but the show was planned and ordered before I would even open my cam. I didn’t do previews, the guys knew what I looked like which is why they contacted me in the first place. I still do these a few times a week but instead of hanging out on yahoo like I used to and taking shows I USUALLY have the person schedule the show AND pay for it 24 hrs to a week in advance.
The difference is that on this network/site I am just sitting there on cam while people come into my chat room see me and decide to go private or not. I have watched other girls in the free chat area and they totally are busting their asses wearing hardly anything and basically “working” for zero money, however this is what is expected. I will hang out in maybe a t-shirt and undies and chat and I guarantee I have %100 percent more entertaining conversation, I am hotter than most of these girls and (here comes my ego..) I am more intelligent than these girls but I get NO shows. I even do these chats like at half of the price I charge per minute for my regular scheduled shows on yahoo or msn or whatever as like a promotion.
I rarely get any shows because I don’t fucking flounce around in my undies… I mean isn’t the whole idea of a "show" centered around a slow and enticing strip tease? If I start in my damn underwear where is the mystery or the sex appeal in a slow sexy strip tease? Also these sites like this take more than half of your percentage that you are making per minute leaving you JACK and because of that I won’t offer any masturbation or toys shows. I am not going to plow my sensitive flower for fucking less than a buck per minute and the sad thing is that there poor girls from other countries WILL eagerly fist their own asses (I have SEEN it!) for this ungodly demeaningly low price. I just can’t do it.
People say I am standoffish and I turn guys off when I don’t giggle and oblige any and all requests that get thrown at me in these chat rooms or sometimes even in my site cam shows. I am NOT going to misrepresent myself. I built my site around my own interests and my real personality. I enjoy being an exhibitionist and showing off and guys drooling over me but I am not stupid, a whore or going to pretend that I am.
As you can probably notice, this is slowly driving me crazy. I am a smart fun and attractive girl but I guess that isn’t hot unless I pretend to be a cum guzzling whore with crumbs in her head. I do like doing really sexually “nasty” things like uh swallowing cum and being fucked in my ass and I will talk to you about it if you ask but I am NOT going to pretend I am being taken advantage of or that I am an idiot, it’s just not going to happen. If this makes me unmarketable then so be it. Fuck you; I do what I want when I want.
If you can respect me and want to enjoy a sexy nude strip tease show at a discounted rate at $1.99/min then you can find me on www.webcamclub.com usually during Wednesdays from 8-9pm or Sunday from 9-10pm CST.
The end.

Are you stalking me?

• 08:10 Ok I can make my own decisions! #
• 20:03 @Louise_Lloyd Hmm the preview video on youtube was pretty good quality! #
• 20:03 @izsy_xox Like what shows the member shows or private shows? #
• 20:20 I like it! ping.fm/QR1WH #
• 20:22 Insane! ping.fm/rYLwg #
• 20:35 I love Maurine! #
• 20:38 My great great grandms'a name was "Mamie". I wish I knew more about my history:( #
• 20:47 The sad thing is since my familys black there is hardly any real record of them no one from the state of KY took the time to record it. #
• 20:49 @izsy_xox Email me: undressjess@gmail.com #
• 21:07 Check out www.tweetertags.com - it allows you to tag yourself with your interests and find similar people on Twitter. #
• 21:32 @JoannaAngel Hooray for parodying Charm School. That show was funny. Put me in a movie... #
• 21:35 Can you spray acrylic fixative on cheap jewelry to keep it from turning you green? #
• 21:42 I can't stop picking scabs on my scalp or binge eating at night. #
• 21:57 @draven I was wondering if that would work. Have you ever put it on a chain without the chain getting all like hard in spots though? #
• 22:30 Answering all these emails is about to give me a panic attack. #
• 23:07 I enjoy this: ping.fm/q8wPx #
• 23:13 I am doing a "double" members chat on my site at 7 and 8 pm CST and CHEAP private chats after that! #
• 23:54 The double member's show on undressjess.com is starting in 7 minutes! Be there! #
• 01:03 Starting my second hour of member chat! Come see me in the bath! ping.fm/jkXkr #
• 02:03 Ok I am doing special cheap chats now! ping.fm/2bxXZ #
• 02:24 Private show happy hour $1.99/ min! (9-10pm CST) ping.fm/2bxXZ #
• 02:38 Dude I suck with the live chat bullcrap cause I don't prance around for fucking free. #
• 02:39 Buy me sexy things so I can wear them on cam when doing these shows so I don't get kicked off of the network:( ping.fm/vapLA #

Undress Jess in 3d!

Get your 3d glasses out or order them for a buck here: http://www.arborsci.com/detail.aspx?ID=455

Cause soon I am going to have a 3d webcam and offer some of my http://www.undressjess.com members shows, videos and private shows in 3d!

I don't have the cam yet but I hope to get it this week. You can be a lamb and buy it for me here:
http://www.amazon.com/wishlist/1BICJUHQA75SX

I can't wait!

Are you stalking me?

• 04:44 I will catch up on my emails tonight! Then to walmart to pick up some shit. #
• 04:47 @icammodel What how!? #
• 04:48 Do you see my tweets twice? #
• 04:48 Do you see my tweets twice? tumblr.com/xgl1ggapt #
• 04:51 Ok the tweet issue should now be remedied! #
• 04:52 @toritos Why is Tumblr cool like how is it useful? #
• 22:10 I hate stupid TOS agreements. #
• 22:17 When I first wake up. I have no effing clue what is going on. #
• 22:19 @toritos What kind of stuff do you like to post there? #
• 22:25 There is a voodoo spell advertisment on my myspace homepage. WTF?! #
• 22:27 How could THIS WOMAN: ping.fm/ORmUM afford a myspace ad? Maybe she cast a spell for it. #
• 22:35 I am gonna watch an episode of Lost with my left over pizza. THEN I will get to work. Swear! #
• 22:50 I wish I had an awesome loft apartment with tons of room to dance and paint:) Hey it could happen! McWorld!!! #
• 22:53 Can certain meds cause night terrors? #
• 00:09 Does anyone in the downtown area have a screw driver I could borrow for a sec? #
• 00:48 One curtain up with two more to go! (Light bulbs also in place...) Yay! #
• 00:51 Hahaha! I just found a camera that allows you to watch me in 3d if you have 3d glasses! This is a MUST for my website! #

Are you stalking me?

• 03:17 @izsy_xox Awe! Thanks! I loves you:) #
• 03:48 White kids love hip hop! ping.fm/GAkHG #
• 03:58 Hahaha! I need a theme song like this! ping.fm/JvUhK #
• 04:06 What is wrong here? ping.fm/jIFN3 #
• 04:22 I am starving for some reason. Someone order me a fucking pizza. #
• 04:46 I'm cooking again:( I likes to eat when I am depressed and sick. #
• 07:28 If your pussy stinks, Leakes, or looks like a dead Squirel.....You need not apply!!! ping.fm/50Rbw Hahahaha! WTF! #
• 07:56 What is tumblr and why.how should I use it? #
• 18:57 I ordered a pizza. I hope it get's here soon so I can take my morning meds with it! #
• 20:53 Alright this time I am up for real. Doing some promo stuff with a sample video. #
• 20:53 Alright this time I am up for real. Doing some promo stuff with a sample video. tumblr.com/xgl1gdlkk #
• 22:48 I'm getting lots of shit done. Go Team Jess! #
• 22:49 I'm getting lots of shit done. Go Team Jess! tumblr.com/xgl1gee10 #
• 23:14 I need to masturbate, or should I save it for tonights show on undressjess.com? #
• 23:14 I need to masturbate, or should I save it for tonights show on undressjess.com? tumblr.com/xgl1genxi #
• 23:32 I am gonna try to hold off my hand humping until 8pm when I have my members show! tumblr.com/xgl1geqxc #
• 23:32 I am gonna try to hold off my hand humping until 8pm when I have my members show! #
• 23:54 In the middle of two fucking important emails and my browser crashes. GREAT! #
• 23:54 In the middle of two fucking important emails and my browser crashes. GREAT! tumblr.com/xgl1geu82 #
• 00:23 Yesterday I was ill and thus got behind on tons of emails AGAIN. Email HELL! #
• 00:23 Yesterday I was ill and thus got behind on tons of emails AGAIN. Email HELL! tumblr.com/xgl1gf06l #
• 00:47 I have a cell phone now. Message me if you need the number…. tumblr.com/xgl1gf4kz #
• 00:56 Ok my members show is in 5 minutes and damnit I want to see you there! ping.fm/jkXkr #
• 00:56 Ok my members show is in 5 minutes and damnit I want to see you there! ping.fm/jkXkr tumblr.com/xgl1gf67k #
• 02:05 @ShugahShane Haha I won't be doing that. Texting costs hella apparently on this track minute plan thing... #
• 02:10 Shows ovah! I am gonna warm up that pizza and watch and episode of Lost in a sec here:) #
• 02:10 Shows ovah! I am gonna warm up that pizza and watch and episode of Lost in a sec here:) tumblr.com/xgl1gfjkj #
• 02:46 I love Sawyer's story from Season one of Lost. #
• 02:46 I love Sawyer's story from Season one of Lost. tumblr.com/xgl1gfq5v #

For the rest of this video... You know where to go!

www.undressjess.com

Are you stalking me?

• 03:10 @teenrave Ha! Naked is ALWAYS better:) #
• 03:55 @bellabellini I thought you did them with cam hotties? #
• 04:15 I am done doing "work" on the computer today. I got a bunch done :) #
• 04:27 You know what I love? TOAST!!!! #
• 04:48 Ok seriously... Last chance. Does ANYONE want to get a drink with me for St.Patty's Day? #
• 22:53 OMG. I can't seem to keep anything in my stomach where I put it. #
• 22:55 Oh and apparently my "tweets" come so often that they drive people crazy and it makes them hate me. Then why are you following? ASS. #
• 23:19 When companies have boring packaging I won't buy it cause I think the co. doesn't think it's a good product. #
• 23:23 @bellabellini Ok email me at jess@undressjess.com and I will give you the low down! #
• 23:24 @sykbry Thanks dude. I plan on it to the max! #
• 23:42 I am going to vomit and lay back down now. I hate.. I HATE!!!!! #
• 02:27 I made the best anti-sick soup like ever. #
• 02:53 Dude everything is like in HD now and it's weird. ping.fm/vbtnj #
• 02:58 Bat for Lashes has a new album. I needz to download it. Please don't arrest me. #

Are you stalking me?

• 03:41 I totally got caught up on my emails today. Fuck yeah! I have been so backed up from this homeless bullshit. #
• 06:11 Steve you make me feel fucking retarded like I am just some idiot running through life high on crack. #
• 06:31 I hope Steve can find my keys somewhere in his car so I can go get my meds tomorrow! #
• 19:46 I'm up and going to get even MORE stuff accomplished today. I might even find my keys :) #
• 20:22 My grandma won't come over to Steve's house bc she is affraid his parents or landlord may see her and find out I'm black. WTF!? #
• 20:59 I LOVE Public Image Ltd. Do you? #
• 22:33 My awesome shirt I bought for St. P's day is at home and I can't get in! Patsy brought me some packages from amazon though! #
• 23:42 Some people online are so fucking pityful. How do they really exist? #
• 23:56 Does anyone want to go out tonight? I can try to um show my bruises as my green even if they are more purple. #
• 00:00 Come holla at cha gal! www.justin.tv/clubmix666?87 #
• 00:08 Oh wait I forgot my grandma brought me a cell phone... Hmmmm... I am "with it" now. #
• 00:49 HEEEEY! Tonight's member show is about to take place in 12 minutes! Be there! www.undressjess.com #
• 02:20 I used to blush a lot in high school. It's happening again:( #
• 02:22 I am editing a site video that I took when I had my last weave before it fucked up. It was so pretty :( #
• 02:31 I just realized I am blushing editing this nekked booty dance video of mine! #
• 02:40 @bellabellini Nope. Why do you ask? #
• 02:40 @icammodel Good! I'm glad! #

I am a lesbian.

I cut my hair!

Hmmm, I wonder if you guys have been wondering where I am. Well… I have had a hell of a time recently. On my birthday Feb 17th I found out that the house my apt was in was being foreclosed and that my landlord would contact me when she found out who the next owner was. Well then the electricity went out and water was turned off. I am still trying to find a new place. I don’t wanna bore you with this but if you are interested you can go to the the chip-in I started for it and read what happened. If you donate that’s cool but I’m not gonna hold a gun to you head
http://clubmix1996.chipin.com/i-am-fucking-homeless
Also I wanted to tell you I changed the way I post pics on my site so it’s like they are able to be viewed in the highest quality possible. Annnnnnd the new design for my site is almost done this is the preview:
http://gimme-website.com/cfiles/undressjess/
It’s gonna have a blue back ground though which is pretty neat. It should be up completely like in a few days!

Are you stalking me?

• 08:32 Come holla at cha gal! www.justin.tv/clubmix666?3 #
• 08:33 make hime cry likr a woman, no particular woman. #
• 08:54 I am tired big time and passing the hell out. No fooling! #
• 19:43 I am up and at 'em! Gonna get shit done! (And a fat ass. I ate the entire fridge last night on a drunken whim.) #
• 20:11 Damnit I can't find my zune recharger cable and I know it's flipping here somewhere! #
• 20:54 WTF I can't find my fucking keys now. #
• 21:10 My grandma is going to be pissed cause I can't walk down to meet her without my keys to be able to get back into Steve's house later and ... #
• 21:22 @TimboReid I don't remember it probably all tasted the same since I ate it all on gulp. #
• 21:53 I couldn't find my keys. Couldn't meet my grandma. Fuck a duck. #
• 23:06 Come holla at cha gal! www.justin.tv/clubmix666?23 #
• 23:20 Miranda July cracks my ass up. I wanna do projects inspired by her nut ass. #
• 00:22 I gotta back ground now! ping.fm/hmF5e #
• 01:45 I just fucking blew $85 on curtains for Steve's house. I can't fucking deal with blankies nailed to walls any fucking more. #

Are you stalking me?

• 03:57 @andysandimas Does he have a site? #
• 03:57 The flu makes me feel super weird. Where is my hair serum? I needz it. #
• 04:02 Next week I am going to get back to work like normal. Tonight I am going to talk to Steve about setting up my spy cams here asap. #
• 04:12 I might be jumping the gun here by saying this, but I think everything is going to be fine. #
• 04:20 Woah! This cold medicine just totally all of a sudden got me really effed up! I'm like trippin' yo! #
• 07:54 This seriously scared the sam fuck bajeezes out of me: ping.fm/yvNm0 #
• 10:15 Come holla at cha gal! www.justin.tv/clubmix666?51 #
• 10:32 I smell like I have the flu. It is totally stanktastic. #
• 10:39 I want a faggy little euro tramp boy that smokes a cigarette like he fucks a woman. #
• 11:07 My vagina smells really fucking strange. #
• 12:27 I am super hugry for some weird reason and craving meat. I am going to take my ass to bed instead of eating though. #

Are you stalking me?

• 04:01 I think I have figured it out. #
• 04:49 I would like someone to cut off my fallable little feet. #
• 05:21 Do you remember the first picture you ever saw of yourself and though, "I'm attractive." How old were you? #
• 05:36 Come holla at cha gal! www.justin.tv/clubmix666?51 #
• 05:52 @HeavyB That's impossible everyone feels like they are attractive at some point. #
• 23:22 Jessica is not feeling well today. Please "pray" for her! #
• 23:48 Has anyone or anyone you know tried this? ping.fm/sCojE #
• 00:43 I'm still hungry... What to do about it... #
• 00:44 @arielandrews Hmmm no. I haven't bought those in awhile. Maybe schnucks? They have a lot of fake meat stuff. #
• 00:45 @bellabellini I have heard lots of stuff about this! I can't wait to try it. #
• 01:07 @arielandrews That sounds so yummy I wish I had one! #
• 01:08 must. find. food. (and take adderal.) #
• 01:27 I am seriously not leaving the bed today. Oh and I am making a fish taco... from here in the bed. #
• 01:31 Is there any place, service or group that fosters animals like in the event of an emergency? (Like the one I am in with my housing situ ... #
• 01:38 @andysandimas How do you find an agent? I want one. #
• 02:43 Just to give you guys a heads up, the members show on undressjess.com will be tomorrow at 7pm CST not 8pm like normal! #

Lies.

I was looking at your face last night while you were scolding me and noticing how much it has changed since the first time I had seen it.

To tell you the truth I think you are ugly inside and it’s starting to show on the out. Maybe if you stopped telling lies to yourself and the people who care about you, you would see that any strife you encounter is no ones fault but your own.

Maybe you should sit back and think for a minute about the issues you need to tackle inside of yourself and quit pointing fingers at the people around you. Maybe you should consider these people you surround yourself and certainly stop painting the kettle black.

You are not creative, interesting, special or attractive. No, instead you are just a sad sad little girl searching for something that is already dead and gone but you just can’t seem to let go. Well one day you’re going to realize that all the time and energy you put into your quest was in vain. You’ll wake up and have nothing to show for all the years you let yourself dwell in your own stupid pain.

Loss does not allow you to think you deserve something more than the rest of the world. Everyone has experienced it in one way or another. Most people are just mentally stable enough or at least medicated enough to go on with their lives or at the very least; pretend that they have.

You need to sit back and take a long hard look at your face and see how it has changed because you can’t just keep riding on the “gifts” you have convinced other people to see in you because they will eventually see that facade. You are nothing, no one and you look exactly like all the losers around you and you are so fucking stupid to realize it.

Maybe you should do something about it.

Are you stalking me?

• 04:35 I had like the best bath show evahhhhh on undressjess.com, just now! #
• 04:50 It's fucked up that everytime I touch you I want more and you aren't even "real". #
• 04:55 okkkkk i don't remember some time and i see this cut on my leg and i am afraid i put it there? don't remember? #
• 05:04 @icammodel do you think it is? #
• 05:14 Ok just to let you know... um i decided by april first i will weight 115 lb or kill myself. #
• 05:16 also i might shave my head in seconds. no fooling@! #
• 05:17 @Anthony_Stark eh something along those lines. #
• 05:20 bah life *shakes fist* #
• 05:28 I got out of the tub to get the LAST beer, slipped and busted my ass and finally tired to drink the beer w/ the cap STILL on. #
• 05:30 @Anthony_Stark You would think, right? #
• 05:34 I am stairing at a photo of someone I CANNOT have. Displaced emotions? Okay sure. #
• 05:39 between a rock and a hard place. still faking perfection. always life of "party". ping.fm/WM7y2 GET IT! #
• 05:44 @iamdiddy so like i am homeless chilling at my bf house cause my apt was randomly foreclosed can you bail a sista out? #
• 05:44 @iamdiddy oh and i am hot so i deserve it. #
• 05:45 @iamdiddy how bout evansville IN? #
• 05:46 @iamdiddy alright rich man well hit me up if you can save someone from the ummm block. clubmi1996 on AIMx #
• 05:52 @iamdiddy I wish I were as famous as you right now so I would never be lonely:( Like I am now. #
• 05:57 ping.fm/LN550 hahaha p diddy is trashed and on live webcam. #
• 05:59 @iamdiddy AIM Clubmix1996 #
• 06:03 My mouth is gaping open for no reason.... AGAIN. #
• 06:32 How many ounces are in a pound? TACOS! I'm fat going to make tacos. Yes. #
• 07:27 This gat ass right here just ate two huge boca meat tacos and wants to just melt... Watching Lost instead. #
• 07:43 Rememver that cit on my leg? Well I think I just got so fat so fast it split open right there. Yummy! #
• 08:02 I can't stop looking. I'm in love! ping.fm/KoLtE gimme-website.com rules hard... #
• 19:19 Great! I wake up to being screamed at by Steve for EXISTING in his SACRED fucking piece of shit apt. GREAT. #
• 19:55 I finally developed that cold that I had brewing. #
• 20:39 I am slowly straighting my hair with this iron and thinking about the near future. I DO think, you know. #
• 20:40 I think I want a new hobby. I had a dream last night that my friend Misti starting doing beauty reviews on her blog and got free sample ... #
• 20:44 If I can find a place with a living room (like not an efficiency) I am decorating the entire room with orange. #
• 21:31 My hair is absolutely no better straight than it is curly. I'm about to bloody lose my mind! #
• 23:09 Live in my members show number one. I am doing another at 8pm CST on www.undressjess.com #
• 00:04 Don't hate yourself what you have let your body become in the last 2 wks Jess. DO something about it! #
• 00:32 Can someone please come cut my hair tonight here at Steves? I will pay you. #
• 00:48 I am cutting my hair. I have already started. It will be dead short. Oh and I am mentally ill. #
• 02:17 My tits are HUGE right now. #
• 02:35 Well I cut it and I look so "hot dike" it's not even funny... ping.fm/xtijc #
• 02:49 I'm a 50 year old man!!!! -The Fall #

nowhere

I’m out of my birth control after today. No matter. I don’t think I’ll be boinking anytime soon anyhow. Not now after all of this. Being homeless and all. Oh but I AM crazy, of course. Pity to me, the girl who seems to keep running into trouble. I swear I would leave if I could. I would just get up and get the fuck out of here. But I have nowhere to go. No home. My animals will die without me. They are being fed and given water but Jebadiah my dog, is losing all kinds of weight and his coat seems to be matting up. Without me there I just don’t think he likes to eat. I wish I were like that… didn’t eat when I feel like shit. Instead I do the opposite.

Steve wants me out of his place and I guess I have no reason to blame him. I imagine I would be rather difficult to live with. My site is losing memberships because I haven’t been able to consistently do my daily hour long cam shows which the members live for I bet. Also there are no spy cams because I have no home to show. I looked into a place but they wouldn’t let me have it because of my animals, and I have an idea he thought I might be to wild for the older lady that would have lived underneath. I have nowhere to go.

I am trying to inspire myself to do more to find somewhere to go but I am so depressed that I can’t bring myself to do anything right. I had been doing so fucking well and been saving up money to get myself a new mini laptop to travel with, new Zune because mine is too small for all of the music I have, and that trip to Phoenix to go to the adult webmaster convention since I had learned so much from the last. I can’t get those things now or go since the convention is just at the beginning of next month. I fucking hat e my landlord for putting me through this.

The economy is bad. I fucking get that but she could have warned me when this was all taking place. She has been trying to sell that fucking house since I moved in last May. I loved that place and took enough pride in the place and myself to keep it clean and well decorated. I have never been in a place mentally to want to make my home a castle, but this time I did and it was snatched away from me. It wasn’t even my fault. I don’t have a phone during the day to be able to call places and see who might like to rent to me and I don’t know who I can contact that might be able to help. I have called the legal aid society, the realtor who is selling the place with my landlord and the electric company. The utility people said I couldn’t get the shit turned back on because it’s on some type of commercial line. I don’t understand it.

I need a break through. I need a break. I need something to happen here. A miracle? But no one cares or has their own problems. But I am losing my mind like this. I have always been on my own and had to take care of myself since I was even still in high school when my mom deserted me and my grand dad died shortly afterward. No one is there for me. I am all I have ever had and I am so spoiled to think I deserve help. That I deserve a bone tossed my way when karmically this is most likely my fault to begin with. I just don’t know where to turn.

Are you stalking me?

• 05:16 I wanna go out and get some beer. Anyone wanna come with? #
• 05:28 @johndillingham Be there in a sec! #
• 05:29 @jjdactyl I know dude! #
• 06:20 I'm all alone now. Again. #
• 06:45 WHAT IS FUCKING WRONG WITH MY FACE TODAY!?! #
• 14:11 I'm a little gerber belly! #
• 14:14 @JaylaStarr Awe! You are a sweety! #
• 15:28 Woah! I am hungover like the dickens! Chris Dickens, that is. #
• 15:55 I have had a vox account for 3 years now and I still don't get it. #
• 15:58 I wish I had a ton of circus midget to follow me and do my biddings like those dwarves Snow White had... #
• 16:10 @JaylaStarr I'm not :) I just wish I were. #
• 16:24 Eh... I think I killed my hangover enough to go back to bed. I'm a fatty. #
• 16:46 BTW The apt peeps never called which means I probably DIDN'T get approved, but I am going to call them and bug them some more later... #
• 18:51 Its seems like everyone I know has or is having children. What are we? Hill billys? #
• 19:03 Say I want to rip a song from a player on a musician's myspace and it's not avail for download... Is there a way to do this? #
• 19:04 @noiamtori Awesome! I got some of that junk! I wonder how she makes it look so perfecto on the red carpet though? #
• 19:17 Amanda Palmer is my fucking hero. #
• 19:28 I fucking just remember I ate HAM last night. I'm going to hell... #
• 19:48 @amberlrhea Dude when I get those messages 10000000 times a day... I just close them out as fast as I can. #
• 19:52 And you update all of you lovelies... I didn't get the apt but not bc of my credit, instead it's because an old lady lives right up unde ... #
• 20:18 @amandapalmer Please love me back! #
• 20:23 I think I am going to just have to give up on my eyebrows today or I am just going to end up making them look more obnoxious in the end. #
• 20:27 I just dug some strange membrane looking thing out of my ear and I ate it. I bet it was my brain. #
• 20:35 @HeavyB Because man I really want a pet piglet! #
• 20:35 @OMGitsJessieLee No! Get me one first! I want live with one! (Actually where are you buying this?) #
• 21:12 I just got my internet shut off because the Zappa family fucking got mad that a friend of mine downloaded some music on my computer and ... #
• 21:14 @OMGitsJessieLee I want one though! What store has them online that you have looked at? :) #
• 21:19 In stalking Amanda Palmer's blog I am realizing I need to take more photographs of my daily activities: ping.fm/9I3DU #
• 21:43 Come to my members show tonight at 8pm on undressjess.com! Whooooot! #
• 21:49 @HeavyB Ha! yeah I know but I still want one. Do you think I could box train it? #
• 22:20 This is probably the grossest shit I have ever seen: ping.fm/wmIdt #
• 22:21 @OMGitsJessieLee Thanks love! I have been wanting one that isn't a piece of shit for my new place! (Ahem, when I get a new place.) #
• 22:28 My friend made this. ping.fm/qJ7FO I'm in it! #
• 23:09 I gave my very first hand job ever in my whole life TODAY! No fooling! #
• 23:11 @HeavyB That's the kind I want! #
• 23:46 I love this song. read the lyrics NOW ping.fm/5wmxw #
• 00:23 Um the first basic outline for my new page design is DONE! There will be some changes but I have to show you! ping.fm/KoLtE #
• 00:39 Ok I seriously bougth this powder compact a day ago and already I am to the bottom of it. God I am neurotic! #
• 00:43 Well other than me putting my make-up 50 diff times over yesterday and using it all... Buy Cover ToxTen powder, it hides wrinkles and ti ... #
• 00:45 @bellabellini Thanks! #
• 00:45 @joe_g1986 Thanks! #
• 00:47 I am doing two (members) ping.fm/jkXkr shows tonight. One in 15 mins and one at 10CST! #
• 00:54 @joe_g1986 www.gimme-website made this and I am hiring her again for another up and coming project of mine! #
• 01:09 Damnit there is a time mixup in the end of the network I am doing my first show on tonight and so it won't be until 9pm CST:( #
• 01:36 I am doing privates the half hour before my members show here: ping.fm/2bxXZ #
• 01:53 I look like an effing country singer with my hair! www.webcamclub.com come look and laugh #
• 02:31 How did I get this fat like over night? Ok in like two weeks... I'm never eating again. #

Are you stalking me?

• 03:44 Come holla at cha gal! www.justin.tv/clubmix666?33 #
• 03:45 come see this fucking horrendous eyeshadow before i rip my eyes out... www.justin.tv/clubmix666 #
• 07:31 I really hate when you treat me like my mother did. #
• 08:25 Ya I am loving the animated comic Watchmen. Good times! #
• 16:47 I am about to call and see if me and my horrible credit were cleared for this apt I want. Viva la INDEPEDeNCE! #
• 17:03 I'm hungry! Ok... I admit it. I'm always hungry:( #
• 17:31 BTW, I put up a pic of me with my real hair on myspace: www.myspace.com/clubmix1996 #
• 17:36 @izsy_xox Well I tried to color it light brown but it came out like reddish. I guess that's cool tho since I like red hair on me. #
• 18:29 I need a new couch. The one at my old place is broken and not to mention ugly as sin. #
• 18:35 I don't know if I got the place yet the manager wants to speak directly with me which means they may want a bigger deposit cause of mt c ... #
• 19:16 Steve took the phone to work and I hadn't gotten a message from the landlord yet so I might walk down and talk to them in person later o ... #
• 19:18 I am gonna try like hell to get caught up on my emails that got backed up when I became homeless today... Wish me luck. #
• 19:42 You gotta be able to laugh at yourself even before everyone else does. And they will. #
• 22:27 WTF! How the fuck is it after 5pm? #
• 22:39 What do I look so horrendously old today? #
• 22:48 Come holla at cha gal! www.justin.tv/clubmix666?6 #
• 00:12 This is my JAM! ping.fm/MwqMv #
• 02:09 I wantt o be the opposite of who and what i am for at least a day. #
• 02:14 Wow! I really think this undereye cream is working! Side note: I love Joy Division. #
• 02:16 @not3xt Who was the rapper in it? Was it anyone famous or just some dude the studiop hooked her up with? #
• 02:56 I admit it. I live in the past. #
• 02:56 @jjdactyl it's something by biore. #